Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Rain and Dreams



It has been raining quite a bit since last night. Normally I love the rain but last night I dreamed and it was an uncomfortable dream.  I often have dreams that I am still in the military.  It is such a great relief when I awaken to find myself in my own bed, at home in my own house, and my wife beside me.  I am so relieved that I audibly say "Thank you, Jesus". The feeling of being back in the Army or in war or training troops is so realistic that I am totally unaware that I am dreaming at the time.  I can see, hear and smell everything so vividly.  My last job at the Veterans Hospital was talking to my fellow Veterans on the phone concerning things such as this.  I loved that job and I felt that it was the most rewarding job I had ever held at the VA.  There are still several great Veteran employees who are doing that job (or they have a spouse who was a Veteran) and I can attest to the fact that they are a comfort to many Veterans, like myself, who still have dreams.  I remember that sometimes several Veterans were just glad to know that they were not the only one subjected to their dreams and that they were not going crazy.  It is always so good to have someone to hold your hands at times.  Sometimes my dreams cause me to consider certain things, sometimes they cause me to be still and observe my surroundings; as if I am waiting for some answer.  This morning's dream caused me to draw closer to my wife after I awoke.  I suddenly felt that I loved her more than I ever have and I did not want her out of my sight.  So much so that I drove her to work this morning just so I would know she arrived alright. 
 One month turns into two months and before you know it you're taking the Christmas tree out again.  Yes, life is short but love is everlasting.  Show much love today.
Thanks for listening.
Dennis

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